trying to move on

got a call from the workers' comp board this morning. have advised me i can still appeal the company doc's denial but i've tried to fight unscrupulous maine employers before and lost in the end, even after appeals. i'm going to cut my losses with these current crooks and go on from here. as always, the working class always gets the shaft from big business but i am thinking of my own desires and not theirs. they bully everyone and usually win but national healthcare is coming and it will be the end of them once and for all. **** now i have to find a part time job with healthcare benefits. a medical practice could get someone with lots of experience for not much money salary-wise if they so wish. my arm is slowly improving, though still painful and stiff and difficult to sleep for any length of time, but i am praying i'll get a complete recovery eventually; sooner would be better. i'm typing 2 hands now, so that is a plus. when i get back to sewing, i know i'll be completely better.