apartment living for anyone with medical issues is now a game of russian roulette. legalization of marijuana is the bullet. management turns a blind eye, and those of us at risk pray fervently for rescue or at least to survive the never-ending storm. i've now had TWO spontaneous bleeds while on Coumadin...one at Frederick housing where pot use was rampant and now here in Odenton where a solitary individual has given me the summer from hell. why do they smoke it when gummies and other modalities keep others safe? beats me. thankfully God in his mercy has kept me safe so far...but i don't know what to do going forward. a tiny house in the woods is one solution....the need for community services makes that complicated. but with God all things are possible, so will try and be patient until the rescue comes...me i just don't like the wait.
Friday, September 5, 2025
Wednesday, September 3, 2025
not quite yet
but soon i hope.....quilty muse slowly coming out of its coma.....trolling blogs to encourage it more....but arm still a hindrance. hand and arm more uncomfortable past couple of days which i hope means healing and re-awakening...anxious for first PT visit to get more details. can now type a bit with affected hand tho fingers still somewhat numb--index and middle and part of thumb. keeping up with important things better and regular showers...in spite of assault by weed devotee in building, akin to pouring salt on open wound. should have gone to ER but just could not. *** today probably last farmer's market day...season over too quick if you ask me. grocery order now includes cool weather food prep items. loving the cool weather tho and it can stay forever. gratitude list still overflowing despite wearying days that can't be over soon enough.