job hunting again

it took me two years to find the vile job at anthem, so i can only imagine how many years it will take me to find another job here in maine. maine was in recession long before anyone could spell the word. maine has always been a depressed area economically. with 25 years' experience in medical office support, i am not looking for a corporate ladder-climbing job, just a garden variety position for which i have a real passion and plenty of experience. that doesn't seem to be what maine employers seek. i'm not looking for a huge salary either; in fact, most would be surprised to find out what my current needs are money-wise. but they don't care at all. it seems i cannot escape the agenda of other people. at braintree, i worked for the captain of the nutrition police force. he liked to hire fat women so he could indoctrinate and mold them into thin people. when i didn't cave, he hired someone fatter than me with more education besides. these days the nutrition police are everywhere, more so in maine it seems which is a driving place. at any rate, i'm not the only fat person seeking work and there are plenty in the field where i have the most experience as well. i so wish things would go right for a change. all has been perfectly rotten since i was coerced into selling the property. now doesn't that seem totally stupid to you? yeah, me too. 20 years later i am still waiting for something to go right for a change.