Monday, November 5, 2018
a new challenge....
follow up with cardiologist today to go over recent test results....unfortunately, living in this toxic smoking environment has caused further damage to my heart muscle despite my efforts with drugs, diet and exercise. to say i'm discouraged is an understatement. the blame lies at the feet of the management of this horrific housing place for failure to do their job in making this what was promised to me in the beginning....a smoke free home. i pity them for what they sow, they will eventually reap. am strongly tempted to take my own revenge but am powerless to do much of anything. without resources or vacancies that are readily available, have no choice right now but to remain here hoping that the offenders will die or move or even that people in authority will actually do their job. am still restricted from the YMCA that provides much-needed exercise and the mental lift it gives. even tho have had quite a few pharisee days lately, know that the God who protected me for so many years when my symptoms were ignored will continue to keep me in the palm of His hand where i am safe....but definitely not here.
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So sorry to hear this, Grace. You have been so diligent in the things you needed to do to get better, and it is so disheartening (understatement) to have the results taken out of your control by those who fail to honor their contract or their responsibilities of enforcement.
ReplyDeleteWill keep you in my prayers, that He in whose hands you rest has a better plan for you!
the worst part is they out and out lied to me when they offered me the apt before i even left new england and they have never made any attempt to do the right thing...pretty sure they went to nazi training school...unlike other businesses, they don't have to treat people decently as they have a list of 200 waiting for an apartment...
DeleteSorry to hear of this disappointing news.....you remain in my prayers, understanding how discouraging this news has must be, you have worked so hard this past year. Chin up as you mentioned God has your back.
ReplyDeletethanks...disheartening for sure...
ReplyDeleteSo sorry to hear this Grace. Fingers crossed that your environment will change soon!
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like you're having a really rough go of it just now, Grace. It is awful to rent an apartment with the owner's promised expectations, only to have them not fulfilled. Sometimes it's bad but it sounds like it's worse in your situation. I'm so sorry. Is there a governmental "housing authority" you can contact? Or anyone else to go to bat for you? Here in Columbus one of the news stations helps resolve complaints like these. Don't know where you are or if there's any kind of help for your situation. Just brainstorming through my fingers. Yes, He will continue to keep you in the palm of His hand.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I forgot to say how beautiful I think your quilt in the header is. The blocks are amazing and the colors are beautiful!
Deletethanks nancy...working on a few contacts now so we'll see if it can be resolved...if only they had been honest with me in the beginning i could have waited a bit longer for a place that was safe...
DeleteSo sorry to hear this news. Continuing to pray for your health situation. With all the complications, you are very diligent with your quilting and a wonderful example to all of us. I so enjoy your blog and seeing your work.
ReplyDeletethanks mary...
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