Friday, September 5, 2025

no escape

apartment living for anyone with medical issues is now a game of russian roulette.  legalization of marijuana is the bullet.   management turns a blind eye, and those of us at risk pray fervently for rescue or at least to survive the never-ending storm.  i've now had TWO spontaneous bleeds while on Coumadin...one at Frederick housing where pot use was rampant and now here in Odenton where a solitary individual has given me the summer from hell.   why do they smoke it when gummies and other modalities keep others safe?  beats me.  thankfully God in his mercy has kept me safe so far...but i don't know what to do going forward.  a tiny house in the woods is one solution....the need for community services makes that complicated.  but with God all things are possible, so will try and be patient until the rescue comes...me i just don't like the wait.  

2 comments:

  1. Finding the right meds is always tough. I have been on medical marijuana twice for year to try and get my pain and symptoms under control. I used drops under my tongue--never used it for a high but rather for calming down my body. My dr recommended it and my pastor was my person of accountability. I feel for you.

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  2. So sorry you are continuing to deal with the effects of the choices of others that you cannot control. I'll be praying that your rescue comes sooner, than later!

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