wound vac still working its magic....looks like 2 more weeks, if that. majority of wound now healed and flush with surrounding arm area. first visit with hand specialist and he says ready for graft...which is no small procedure, especially on top of events to date. he only operates in baltimore--travel issues--plus graft and donor site (thigh) means TWO new wounds (plus pain), meaning dressing changes and possible rehab stay, not to mention post-surgical limitations...i was overwhelmed and teary.. skin graft for aesthetic purpose only...am i vain enough to need this? no way! it will fade over time anyway. do i have the inner strength to take this on? no way! PT has been ordered and that is my limit...still a way to go to regain strength and flexibility. i've decided to knit a pair of socks which should be good therapy don't you think? and i still need a rejuvenating vacation!!!! hoping soon to report some sewing news....
The graft sounds like a lot. I'm so sorry you have to go through all this. What would we do without faith in our Lord and hope for the future? It carries me through each day.
ReplyDeleteI hear you on not wanting the graft. Glad to hear that the healing is progressing. Knitting socks sounds like a great plan! Still praying for you!
ReplyDeleteDecision, decisions, decisions. More anesthesia and healing, have to weigh the risk versus results. My husband is doing the same with an aorta valve. Each has to do what his heart and mind command. With your decision a vacation seems to be in your near future. Blessings, Dotti in CT
ReplyDeleteSounds like you made the decision and yes knitting might help:)
ReplyDeleteWell done for making a decision that suits you, we all know when we've had enough but having the courage to say so - well, that's something else. I look forward to seeing how you gain strength in that arm, manage to do knitting, sewing, and making plans for a holiday in the near future - time to reset the clock. You're still in my prayers Grace, hugs xx Elaine in UK
ReplyDeleteYou’ve come so far, and I see the strength it’s taken—not just physical, but emotional, too. The wound vac doing its quiet magic, the flush of healing skin, the graft decision looming… none of it small, none of it easy. I understand the overwhelm, the tears, the questions about vanity and inner strength. But I also see your clarity, your courage, and your choice to honor your limits.
ReplyDeleteKnitting socks sounds like perfect therapy—stitch by stitch, reclaiming rhythm and comfort. I hope each row brings a little peace, a little progress, and maybe even a smile. And yes, you absolutely deserve that rejuvenating vacation. May it come soon, with sunshine, softness, and no dressing changes in sight.
Sending love, admiration, and quiet encouragement as you navigate the next steps. I’ll be cheering for sewing news, sock updates, and whatever healing looks like for you—on your terms.
Yes, knitting therapy might just be what the Dr ordered. You're in our prayers for peace and speedy, thorough healing. Hugs~
ReplyDeleteOh, I'm glad the wound vac is working well. Going for the skin graft sounds like a rough plan! I will keep praying for your healing and PT.
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