Friday, April 10, 2015
as snoopy often says, or another way to say it is SH** happens! should be in my cozy new apartment by now but alas and alack, dark forces have derailed well laid plans once again. have mostly gotten over the screaming and crying....well the screaming anyway....and formulating plan B, then C and D to cover all bases. to say i am disappointed and angry is a gross understatement....as some of you know, for the past 20 years, life has been an uphill challenge with setbacks too numerous to mention. have not been able to figure out the problem, apparently way too dense and brain-addled for that. the whole mess has made me physically ill and hugely upset. with all my sewing goodies packed away, unable to treat with daily sewing fixes. instead have had to wash dishes as a salve to the wounded spirit and soul, so you know the situation is pretty bad. *** as somebody once told me about my disastrous marriage, it was like my 40 years in the desert....who knew the desert experience would continue my whole life (sniff, sniff)....it isn't that i don't have gratitudes just that was hoping life would be more enjoyable at some point. i know there are those in worse situations and am grateful mine is fairly benign; it's just the longevity is wearing me down. this short post is an update for those who care and maybe even some of those dark forces who snoop.....
Posted by cityquilter grace at 1:50 PM